Seriously???

I could come up with a million excuses as to why I haven't posted in awhile, but the truth is everytime I sat down to type or download pictures I wasn't feeling inspired. Quite honestly, I have been feeling a bit down in the dumps lately, some may say feeling sorry for myself, but I like to think of it as feeling so sad and sorry for others that it makes my heart hurt, and finding the right words are hard. So what better way to get over this than to get it off my chest...here are some things that are making me say, "Seriously? This is really happening right now?":

-cancer in those you love so much

-waiting for Kennedy's test results

-trying to be Kennedy's pancreas and feeling like I am doing a crappy job

-Kennedy jumping from a blood sugar of 50 to 350 to 78 to 400 and then just out of commission the rest of the night because she feels so crappy

-the inability to change things that are out of my control

-just diabetes as a whole

-waiting for important news

Thanks for letting me vent:) Now I can take a deep breath...it won't solve these problems, but gives me more room for God instead of the anger.